the cycle

gym, headaches, wash clothes, take photos, listen to grown men act like hoes, observe hood shit happening, take more photos, more headaches, gym, stress, job search, career creation, staying in my lane while trying to speed up enough to pass a lot of folks who have held me back, indecisiveness, sleeplessness, tylenol 4, 6 months… 6 fucking months, so much to accomplish, so much to prove to myself, loving up close and from afar, living not existing, wanting and wishing to have handled a lot of things differently, has the itch been worth the scratch?

good morning, and good night, i haven’t been sleeping much lately but haven’t beet tumblr’ing (is that a word) about it, maybe i will a bit more #noaubry lol