Reese Johnson
(mind the punctuation, yes i know how to write…this is my place to eschew that :) )have you…
(mind the punctuation, yes i know how to write…this is my place to eschew that :) )
have you ever thought of how you would be remembered if you died today? I didn’t used to think about such things, life has a way of making you think about death depending on your proximity to it. I’ve had loss in my family, close loss. And i realize i bear the torch for the men in my family who didn’t make it as well as the ones still alive, most notably my father. in terms of how he has always been with his family and what i observe of his friendships, he’s the kind of guy i aspire to be, a bit stubborn and seemingly distant sometimes but i am the EXACT same way lol. back to my point, when i think about my life, there are things i smile upon and things that i am not proud of as well but i like to think overall my effect on those around me is/will continue to be a positive one. I care to a certain extent about what people think of me but i try not to get too wrapped up in that, its too consuming trying to please everyone. im really not on some meaning of life kick its just i have lots of time to think. i get migraines that wake me from my sleep, so the odd hours tumblr activity is how i pass the time.
i know that seemed a bit disjointed, what i am essentially am asking is, what do you want your lasting effect to be on people? and how will you take control of shaping that effect?
as with most times i am up at this hour i have a bad headache, enjoy your day if you read this, even if you didn’t enjoy :)
"life never works the way u want when u want it to…"
“life never works the way u want when u want it to…”
this week, and from now on I’m burning the candle at both ends, i hope this grind pays…
this week, and from now on I’m burning the candle at both ends, i hope this grind pays…
"make it through the day…its time."
“make it through the day…its time.”gemini = ?
all of a sudden I’m pissed…i need to go to fucking sleep
even if its something simple, not saying how you feel when you feel it is so fucking hard….i…
even if its something simple, not saying how you feel when you feel it is so fucking hard….i feel like i can’t a lot of the time though because of what I’ve done in the past…suffer in silence…ill just hit the gym…
this is the 30th Birthday watch, been doing my homework and…
this is the 30th Birthday watch, been doing my homework and plotting for some time, going to get mine and my twin bros initials engraved on it . Back to bed strong headache…